I lie awake thinking of when
this would end
when my wings won’t feel
so heavy and tinged
with anxiety and restlessness
I toss and turn and toss and turn
a body that never sleeps
always decaying on the inside
watching the dark
watch me back
My blanket a fog of memories
when life was simpler
and never under the influence
of this unblessed earth
with fingertips to pluck my wings
Hello I found your page, I've never known what it's like to write horror - but I find your poem not unlike - I guess contemplations of atrophy and our impermanence. Anyway, I love your poetry it's really beautiful.
feeling the line 'when life was simpler' right now! lovely piece!